The hope is back in the building

Thank you everyone for your supportive comments yesterday.   I am feeling better about the whole thing today.   I don’t know what exactly changed, but I am sure had something to do with your comments, H reminding me that our doctor is cautious and started me off at low dose for a good reason, and doing some dr. google research.    Also I am just looking forward to the weekend.   This is the 1st weekend in about 8 that we are not going away or hosting people and that is dreamy.  I was supposed to work on Saturday night which just sort of ruins the whole weekend because the whole day I am sort of dreading going to work and then the day after I am tired.  (I am a defense lawyer in NYC so that means that I am in night court from 5pm to 1am arraigning people who are charged with crimes.) Luckily I found a switch which means the whole weekend is free.  I think we are going to the beach one day and going tubing down a river another.    I love the water and the sun so this weekend is my definition of perfect.  And I hope all of that relaxation is really good for my eggs.