yup it is the 2 week wait

I could feel that even if I had no idea that I was inseminated yesterday because I feel the hope ebb and flow in my mind.    I snapped, totally unreasonably, at H. this morning just because she was being hopeful and I was in a half an hour of doubt and stress about money and how we are going to have to buy more sperm.    I can only hope that my moods are not horribly transformed after I start the progesterone tonight.    I aspire to keep hope alive, or least more than the doubt, for the next two weeks.  I will keep you posted.